cuke15's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sunday School, Kim, Zoe... etc Well, it's been a long day. Let's start, shall we? I woke up. I felt the urge to go to church, like someone wanted me to go for some reason, and I went to Billys and we went. I brought my POD CD (coz it's Christian). On my way up the stairs to the Sunday school room Chasnea and Kim were hanging stuff up. Kim looked nice. We talked about temptation in Sunday School. Kim and I were playing footsie. I had played POD over the stereo by this time and Mrs. Angel was like "WHAT IS THAT!?!??!" and when we told her it was Christian, she said "oh, ok". <--Some adults do understand. Anyways, after Sunday School, Mrs. Angel had retained a couple of us. We talked about being leaders at camp. I want to go to camp. It'll be fun. I am a sub-leader for 1/2 the day when my team leader is working. So that's awesome. Our team is represented by "Chewbacca". (We have the Starwars theme going on). On the way to the sanctuary, Kim grabbed my arm and I escorted her. She said "My skirt is way too short" and I was like "I don't mind" and when we got in the Church, she asked if she could sit next to me and I said i'd love that. And we sat and she wrote me a note saying "you're warm" and then we got to talking and we may start going out. I hope so though, she held my arm later in the sermon and during one of the hymns I hugged her and I felt so happy. At the end of the sermon, I gave Kim a HUGEEEEEEEE hug. I then told Mrs. Angel and Kim bye. Billy and I went home and lisetened to some POD. (THAT'S P.O.D.) We then went to Food Lion and since Billy has a leg problem from hurting himself in football, we got Jamie O. to let Billy use the special motorized buggy. It was funny. Then on the way out Billy got back on the crutches and told me to park. I rolled the thing to the front where I had to parallell park. I was like "Hey Jeremy, Jamie, and Billy... I've never parallell parked before" I backed in. and I was doing fine.. Then I turned the wheel and hit a buggy. It was so funny. Then I went home. I have been here ever since. I called Zoe and she upset me by talking bad about Kim, sayin she wasn't a real Christian. Then she told me that Jessica Deleo was talking all sorts of bad shit about how she won't go out with me. I was like "um, I don't care." But overall, my thoughts at the beginning of the day have been hurt by the end of the day. I still like Kim but now I am a little insecure, which I hate being. I've went out with Kim before and I had no problem. So I am a little upset, but I guess I will live. I guess that I will just have to prey and read my Bible, because only God can give me what I need in life to be what he needs me to be. The point in life is to serve God, people. This is my journal, so if you have a problem with that, ignore it. Well I felt really good this morning and then after a whle, people tore me down... again. I will have to pray to get my heart and mind back to the way it should be. Sins greatest weapon is temptation, and I have been getting better at realizing the tempations around me, so I will just have to pray not to be tempted and I will become a better person. Just take 5 minutes every day just to tell yourself that you are an OK Person, because you are created in God's image and that you are getting better every day. It really makes you feel better. I talked to Kim a little today too. I am worried about her because she is experimenting, which is not good. I don't like that, but I guess I will have to live with it. She is smart, but I guess I just feel like an older brother, when in reality all I can be is an older cousin. I will let you go. Tim Music Today: OH YEAH, there are two Kim's in this entry: The Kim I like (Kim A.) and my cousin Kim (Kim K.). 23:32:42 - 2000-05-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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