cuke15's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My day, the basics Well, yesterday night was cool, Billy came over after his dad had a talk with me, which was cool, coz I love talking to his dad. He gave me some advice. Billy came over, and then we went cruising, we went to Crooked River & Sugar Mill. At Crooked River, I hung out with Laura and we were sitting (laying) on the grass looking at the stars and talking, it's really great. She said that she's glad i'm falling in love with another because I need to get over Chrissy, as I did fall in love with her too fast, from an emotional perspective atleast. Ashley and I have been together for 3 weeks and 3 days. Yes, I am falling in love. I know it for sure to. I know it because everything i've been doing lately has been to make her happy. It's kind of hard to imagine that, but the only thing that makes me smile is seeing her smile. So, that's how I see it as me only being happy when she's happy. We went to Sugarmill to see one of Billy's friends, no big deal. So today, I woke up, Billy and I headed to church, which was really fun. The preacher preached really good today. It was very powerful and I even caught myself saying "amen" to a bunch of the stuff he was shouting. It was good. I am thinking about getting baptized within the month. So that will be really cool. Anyways, so we came home, ate some deer stew.. *yummy*... Billy brought me home to change clothes so we could go play baseball, but before I could do anything I started feeling sick. But anyways, Ashley called a few moments after Billy left to go play baseball. I talked to her for a couple hours, which really made me feel good. Then I called Michelle and I talked to her, which also made me feel good. Then I took a nap. Then I called Shawn, and he called back after he figured I called. That call kind of depressed me, but I said fuck it, i'm not getting depressed, I'm going to grow out of that shitty whack stage. Shawn's cool, it's just sometimes there are topics I don't like to go into. But anyways, then I called Michelle and we chatted, then I called Ashley, and we had a long talk.. a couple hours, then I had to let my brother call Danielle, and he called and she came over and we talked. Then, she left and I called Ashley back, then Grant (my mom's boyfriend) called my mom, and now since she is finally off, I am going to call Ashley back and talk til around 10:35. Until next time... best wishes. Love Tim PS God has given me a gift of writing and advice, I am here if anyone ever needs advice. 20:17:08 - 2000-01-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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