cuke15's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- music, guitars, the usual Well, yesterday my dad came down. He had some presents for me. I opened the first one and it was a package with guitar books and stuff, it also had Metallica's "S&M", Joydrop's self-titled CD, and a Janis Joplin CD. Ok, then he brought the next present, I knew what it was by the size of the box. So I opened it up, opened the second box, and there it was: a red Harmony Fender Stratacastor copy, with whammy bar, a note from my dad, some pics, and some more guitar books. Then the third present came out: an effects pedal for the guitar, which Jon, Billy, & I have been fucking with all night.. it kicks fucking ass having chorus, wah, and distortion all on one pedal. Next came the 4th Present: a new amp. It was a practice amp, 8 inches by 6 inches. It's cool though. These are my presents from my birthday & some of the ones for Christmas. It's really cool. We made silly putty shit in Science and I mixed a bunch of colors and it was orange until I stole some of Jackie's green. Today, Ashley said yes (to going out with me). I gave her two more roses, and as she said goodbye to me at the beginning of D-Hall returning from lunch, she gave me a hug and a kiss on the top of my neck. God, that made me feel so loved. I mean.. not fucking horny, but I felt so loved and I finally felt love between Ashley and I. I think she felt it too. She had a bunch of things hanging from her hair (Christmas stuff), she looked like a big present. We sang Christmas Carols in Spanish. I listened to Joydrop on the computer speakers in Computer Tech, but then my mom came and picked me up, I went home for a while, then we went to my councelor. Mr. Dale.. he's pretty cool. He said he thinks I did the right thing by turning Chrissy in to the office, and I'm glad someone finally did that. He also said that sometimes people just give off warning signs because they just want to be caught. I don't know if that was the case, probably not, but it may have been. I didn't tell him about all the stuff that happened earlier in the week with Chrissy, I couldn't bring myself to talk to it yet. We talked about music alot. It was cool. It turns out he is a very emotion guitarist who has the same dreams and aspiriations as me. We want to be famous, but just playing the music of someone famous makes us really happy because it shows we can do it. It's just the thought. I play to play, not to get famous. Tomorrow is Ashley's birthday. I gave her my $10 giftcard for Wal-Mart and 2 flowers today at lunch. I felt so good to actually do something for her. She actually likes it when I hold her now. I love feeling like her security blanket. It makes me feel so good. I just like to know that I am watching over the one that I love (as a friend right now, but I'm sure that is going to be pushed into something deeper). From Jon today I learned how to play "Guerilla Radio" by Rage Against the Machine (lots of petal work on the solo), "Bulls on Parade" and "Freak on a Leash" by KoRn. Pretty cool huh? Well now there is no school until the 3rd of January. I can't wait. I have Afterschool Detention though on the 4th and 5th coz I skipped 2 of Mrs. Strycowski's detentions. Well, until next time� Love Tim PS S&M (by Metallica) is the most kick ass symphonic music I have ever heard behind Led Zeppelin mixed with symphony music. 19:59:02 - 1999-12-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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