cuke15's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chrissy, Thank God, 19th Entry This is my 19th entry in almost a month (2 more days). Chrissy (or someone at Chrissy's house) tried calling about 3 times, let me go receive the times from my Caller ID... hmm I wonder why it's so important an e-mail wasn't necessary. Hmm, maybe it wasn't 3 times, maybe it was once. There is only one recorded at 9:11, and she isn't aloud to use the phone after 9 and it was on her parent's line. Oh well, it doesn't matter, i've done nothing wrong except try to help, so I should have no fear. Thursday is Kevin's birthday. I wrote Lyndie a note, and I just talked to Danielle and Mellissa some more. Woohoo, good day. I'm going to go take a shower and get some sleep, though. I finished my homework, so I am continuing in my zone. Pretty phat. Anyways, Nicole hasn't been in 6th period for the past 2 days, and for the past 2 days i've written her a note, so it's getting kind of annoying. Wait, I wonder if there is anything on my answering machine, let me check. Nothing yet, hmm. Wow, at the end it's Chrissy's mom, she wants to talk to me. I guess I should call. Good her parents found out about the pills. I'm fucking happy now. I can't say how though, coz Chrissy isn't supposed to know. I'm kind of happy, I did talk to Chrissy for a while. I told her dad something that happened when I was like sitting in 4th period with one of my friends and they were like "Want to know something about Chrissy?" and I was like "No, not really, we've broken up, it doesn't matter", and they were like "well she's taking 3-4 or 5-6 pills every morning" and I was like "WHAT?!?!?!". I don't know. I told her parents the truth, the whole truth. I just hope Chrissy gets help, I love her too much for her not. God, I would do anything to be with her, it's not funny. But it's not about that, it is about her being happy, without taking pills. God, I am so glad it is like this. She can do whatever she wants to be happy, that doesn't involve a health risk. Chrissy is the most beautiful thing in the whole world. I can't believe things have turned out this way. Now that she can't take them, I know that I can talk to her now, and feel safe I won't get hurt (well, except for the jealousy factor). I just have to say that I thank God for what has happened, I prayed everynight, and my prayers came true. I can't say enough about how happy I am, I just hope that everything stays this way. I love her way too much for this stuff to happen like it does. I just hope that she accepts the help that she needs, because these pills have put a strain on my life. As I said earlier, I couldn't be 100% happy until this one little thing got out of the way... well now im 99% happy, i'm just still without Chrissy. I don't know, I just hope everything runs smooth. I thought her mom was going to yell at me for bugging Chrissy so much about the pills, I guess not. I'm glad that I did everything right for once, well into the shower and off to bed with me. Love- Tim P.S. THANK GOD!!!! "Moo!" 22:02:59 - 1999-11-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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