cuke15's Diaryland Diary

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Being Called Gay, Ridin' and Buckcherry, Mom's Boyfriend, Heather Holmes

Hello World,
I'm sorry I haven't written in a while. I haven't had much to say. Anyways, this afternoon (well, yesterday afternoon now) Heather Holmes called and asked me if I wanted to go to the movies. I did, but I didn't. Besides, if it was important enough for her to see me, she could have atleast called me when she got back to Leona's house. It's no big deal, though. I wasn't up for being around Nick. I have the feeling he was there. I may be wrong though. I just don't like seeing people when they know I like one of them. It's a tease if you think about it. I'm sure she's not meaning anything by it, though.

Anyways, this one girl on Dalnet called me gay because I write in a diary and write what I'm feeling. Well, in the name of the Marvelous 3, you can stick it up your fucking ass. If you don't like me for me when I'm just doing things as an individual, then boo to you. The only time that is acceptable is if I am doing the same thing to her (yelling at her for being different). Which I didn't. That's why I justify myself for yelling at people for being different, because they start it. I won't sit back and take abuse.

Anyways, I'm getting better and better at "Ridin'", I nailed one whole verse. I want to work on this little thing in the chorus where he plays this dyad four times, then goes to a lower dyad and bends both the notes up equally then pulls the lower one off a whole step, if you play guitar and have heard the song you know what I'm talking about. It takes lots of dexterity and speed to do that part. I can play alot of the guitar parts. I need to work on it, and i'll have it down. I also need to pick which guitars im gonna play and when in the song i'm going to play them, because half of them are in Open G tuning (DGDGBD) and half are in standard. It's definetly the best I've ever been on guitar.. playing this song. It challenges everything I've learned and it shows me where I stand. I can even do the scale at the end of the intro perfectally, the downward moving one. I think I'm going to learn the song in this order: Intro (done), Verses (done), Choruses (know certain guitars, but not the major ones, yet), and then Solos and the Outro. That's the range of difficulty they go in. I guess "Ridin'" is the perfect song to build up your skills with. You need speed, dexterity, precision, and you need to have fun with it. All the things I need to work on. Half the guitarists in the world can't play this song. If I can play this song, I will consider myself within the top 50%.

Mom's boyfriend (Jim) is coming over Wednesday night and Staying til Monday morning. I think I'm just going to go stay at Billy's. I'm sick of not being able to feel comfortable at home because some guy I barely know is always here. I'll work at Billys and his dad will let me stay. I'm pretty sure of it. After all, I am their adopted child. My day has been pretty good on the most part. Friday the 13th, Lots of Rain and Lightning, Buckcherry. It's a wonderful life. I'm gonna go.

Tim

PS: "I Saw Your Old Lady in a Porno Mag" - "Dirty Mind" by Buckcherry

12:36 a.m. - 2001-07-14

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