cuke15's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 36 secret things about me. I had seen this in kelcsdiary's diary. (That's Kelsea). And I thought it'd be a good thing to do. 36 secret things about myself. Even though she had it down as only 35. Here we go. I am...enjoying every lesson I learn in life. I want...to be able to live without anyone else's support. I have...$86 in my wallet. I wish...that I could be just like Eddie Vedder, but having as much fun as Butch Walker. Educating, but still having a shit load of fun. I hate...sinning, even though I do it so much. I miss...innocence; Going to church every week. I fear...not pleasing God. I feel...worried. I crave...for the truth. I search...for God. I wonder...what I can do to help the world. I regret...that more people aren't doing or thinking of things to better this world, yet a ton of people are complaining. I love...life. I ache...from sinning. Sinning is failure to me. I feel upset about it and I can change. It's the ache from falling away from God, when I know I've been closer to him than I am now. I long...for the truth; for love; for tolerance. I am...mine! (Pearl Jam plug!) I care...about everyone, even if things have fallen apart with some. I want... (another I want!) everyone to be happy. I want everyone to get along. I want everyone to be able to live without fear of disease or dying. I always...am improving on my life. I am not...going as fast as I should be when I'm improving my life. I believe...in God. I have faith...in the truth finally being revealed about everything. I cringe...when I realize the fact that it's a hard uphill battle to teach human's anything now. They'd rather be comforted into thinking everything's ok when it's not. I dance...rarely, but when I do I enjoy it. I sing...all the time! Always. I cry...when listening to Pearl Jam's "Black" or when a good relationship ends. I learn...something new every day. I do not always...do the things I should. I succeed...at listening to my heart. I fail...at not pissing people off when I do so. I fight...when people don't respect what I'm trying to be. I write...every day. Writing helps me along my journey. The feelings and recaps I write give me insight into myself, and help me remember things years from now. I give...advice, from my point of view in life. I get...hugs everytime I go to concerts now. I win...arguments and fights by not even competing. I never...stop enjoying singing "I Don't Wanna Break Up" by Tsar at the top of my lungs! I hope ya'll know me a little better by now. I'm in a selfish mood, today. Sorry. I was trying to think of ways to throw in some of my friends in the answers, but couldn't. Sorry. Grr, I can't wait for Billy to get home with some Subway! Tim 12:14 p.m. - 2002-12-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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