cuke15's Diaryland Diary

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Oleander - Tightrope

I already miss Chrissy. I can't do a god damn thing, though. I just wish she would want a relationship and would actually want to try and have fun in it. I'm sore. My body is sore, from fighting. She expects everything to go like the first time we went out, yet she doesn't want to have any fun like the first time. It really depresses me. I felt normal right after we stopped talking today, then I felt really bad, and I feel a little better, but still bad. I don't know. She knows what I wish would happen in the next couple of days, but I don't think she'll do it.

Can't find yourself
If you're lost in a crowd
Can't hear advice 
If you're screaming out loud
For someone please listen to me
can't figure out
What you don't understand
Can't realize 
What you don't comprehend
But it's always
Been plain to see 
But if you run
Too far away
Oh if you run
Don't be afraid

It's just a tightrope
Walker on fire
Razorblade wire
It's a high hope
That you acquire
It's a tightrope
Razorblade wire

Can't say hello
If you're never around
Can't pace yourself
If you never slow down
'Cause your always
Running full speed
Can't take too much
If you don't let them in
Can't feel the touch
Of a life within
If you're always

Fulfilling the need

But if you run
Too far away
Oh if you run
Don't be afraid

It's just a tightrope
Walker on fire
It's a tightrope
Razorblade wire
It's a high hope
that you acquire
It's a tightrope
Of razorblade wire

Oh if you run
Too far away
Oh if you run
Don't be afraid

It's just a tightrope
Walker on fire
It's a tightrope
Razorblade wire
It's a high hope
that you acquire
It's a tightrope
Of razorblade wire 

Other than being the only song on the planet that can make me cry at anytime, this song reminds me incredibly of Chrissy. Most songs I listen to do, but a few actually really relate incredibly.

Tim

4:12 a.m. - 2002-07-09

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